The Flamboyant Return Of Veronica Lodge

| Now Playing: Dancing With Our Hands Tied by Taylor Swift |

I, I loved you in spite of
Deep fears that the world would divide us
So baby can we dance,
Oh through an avalanche and
Say, Say that we got it, I'm a,
Mess but I'm the mess that you wanted.
Oh, 'cause it's gravity
Oh, keeping you with me

I could've spend forever with your hands in my pockets,
Picture of your face in an invisible locket.
You said there was nothing in the world that could stop it,
I had a, bad feeling.
And darling you had turned my bed into a sacred oasis,
People started talking, putting us through our paces.
I knew there was no one in the world who could take it,
I had a, bad feeling.

But we were dancing,
Dancing with our, hands tied, hands tied
Yeah we were dancing,
Like it was the, first time, first time
Yeah we were dancing,
Dancing with our, hands tied, hands tied,
Yeah were were dancing,
And I had a, bad feeling
But we were dancing.

I'd kiss you as the lights when out,
Swaying as the room burned down.
I'd hold you as the water rushes in,
If I could dance with you again.
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At this point, is it even shocking that there's another Taylor Swift song in the NP? There shouldn't be, because literally what else would I be listening to when there's a brand new Taylor Swift album out there, thriving in the world? Exactly, nothing. With that being said, this blog has both had a lot happen, and then also nothing at all? It's very strange. I feel like a lot has happened in the last four days, since I'm actually writing this on Thursday evening, because I literally couldn't be bothered to pull my shit together and get this blog conceived on Wednesday. But alas, here lies Jesse's motivation.

So since I couldn't be bothered on Saturday to post a blog, and Sunday was included in my last blog, we're starting with Monday for a chance, which is strange, but here goes. So Monday was yet another day at work, and it's been like most, where I spend most of my work day in the backroom, really trying to get the overstock and freight under control, even though any effort has proven to be futile. If I remember correctly, I spent the entire day in the backroom, capping and making room for the overstock. I was able to get three pallets to work there way into the 9 bins, but it still left so much. And I also spent lunch in the break room with Faith Rose, because Destiny is awesome, but the mashed potatoes from the deli, in a rare off moment, were not. We found out that our bonus was going to be on the next check, so it was perfect ticket happened time! Once I came home, I was battling with the same person I have been for a while now for first place for tickets, and after I was finished with all of my boosts, they still slid ahead. So I did what any rational Swiftie would do. I bought more merch and slid into first place haha. I went looking online, and found out that the boosts portal would close at noon on Tuesday, so I was a shoe-in unless the person bought merch like I did. But I was lucky enough TO LOCK IN FIRST PLACE. I literally have no idea how, but yeah. That's a thing that happened.

Tuesday was fun in the morning, only because I was doing the same thing in the backroom and KFC had its reopening and me and LunchCrew, minus Teresa, added Amber and Wendy, went there for lunch and we had a good integrity ridden time. Plus the new innards of KFC are awesome. It looks so great in there. But once I came back from lunch is when the apocalypse took it's meaty hands to my throat. I came back and Devin told me that I needed to let him reclaim his Pick Up bins, saying Seanathan Michael Preston told him that he was getting them back. And since they were full of toys, I was like what the hell is going on. Then I'm hearing in passing that I'm getting all my overstocked moved to one of the trailers outside, bins are being made in the trailer, so that everything can be binned in, and I'll have to cap them every morning. Literally, hell broke loose while I went to lunch. So I spent the rest of the day with Preston out in the bins, with some guest starring from Lloyd, and just really fucking up my lungs from the dirt and dust. Actually though, my lungs have been fucked up ever since, and I feel like I have a cold, like a scratchy throat. It's fucking dumb. But yeah, then Lloyd left us (HE LEFT US...HE LEFT US! name that movie and you get cool points) and Sharie helped us finish. I left relatively on time because I had decided once I got paid, I was FINALLY getting my haircut (Thanks Angela!) and buying hair dye to get it back to black by Amy Winehouse. But I also had shopping for my grandma to do.

Once I got home, I got to work on my hair, because a bitch needed it. And I'm so glad to be back to my badass black-headed self. Here's some before and after, because bitch, Veronica Lodge is back.

Then my ass stayed up a little bit, I don't even remember what I watched or did to be honest.

Yesterday, I did a lot of things. OH! Tuesday night, I got an audition for my book's audiobook! This guy was FUCKING ME UP with both how he was reading certain things in my audition script, and how perfectly he captured one certain character's spirit. It was so exciting! So Wendesday, I sent him the full manuscript, finally finished typing up chapter seven, plotted out the entirety of chapter eight, and went on a little exercise walk. I was a busy bitch haha. Then I winded down with some Super Mario Odyssey, finished the main game, and then went to bed with That '70s Show, which was hard to do because I had eaten too much spaghetti, my throat was bothering me full force from the dirt and dust in the trailer, I assume, and yeah. It was just a mess. Even though it's Thursday right now, I'm gonna save today for the next blog, and try and get some semblance back to these blogs haha.

More Veronica Lodge than human,

-- Jesse

Helociraptor

| Now Playing: Delicate by Taylor Swift |

Dive bar on the east side,
Where you at?
Phone lights up my nightstand in the black.
Come here you can meet me in the back.
Dark jeans and your Nikes,
Look at you.
Oh damn never seen that color blue.
Just think of the fun things we could do.

'Cause I like you.
This ain't for the best,
My reputation's never been worse so,
You must like me for me.
Yeah I want you.
We can't make,
Any promises now can we babe?
But you can make me a drink.

Is it cool that I said all that?
Is it chill that you're in my head?
'Cause I know that it's delicate.
Is it cool that I said all that?
Is it too soon to do this yet?
'Cause I know that it's delicate.
Isn't it, isn't, isn't?
Isn't?
Isn't, isn't, isn't?
Isn't, delicate?
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Surprise! Another blog that's not daily and another blog not posted on time. I'm thinking about changing my blogging days from Wednesday and Saturday to Wednesday and Sunday. But we'll see, I haven't fully decided yet. I still really love the whole Wed/Sat format, but I don't know. All in due time, Rebecca. So these past few days have been the real testament on my nerves, so let's get into this gig, henny.

The dreaded day had finally arrived. Thanksgiving. It's so sad, but working in retail, and in management in general, has completely killed off whatever holiday spirit that once remained in my feeble holiday season vessel when I worked at the liquor store. We actually got holidays, as in plural, there, and it really made me appreciate the holiday season, since I actually got to enjoy it. But that is no more. Anyway, the night before, Wednesday night, I honestly couldn't tell you what I did. I know that I slept pretty amazing despite the fear that the forthcoming night was going to be drenched in disorganization and disarray, which it was, but hey, at least I slept well. My grandma started the finishing touches on the cooking for Thanksgiving, and all my cousins started to arrive. I was a little shocked, firstly because they were all here before anyone else was, and because a few of them came that don't usually. Joshie and Alan (NOT to be confused with the Allen that I've been talking to) were in attendance, so that was an added festive touch, I guess. It was nice seeing Alan, but I've always felt sort of weird around Joshie. I think it dates back to this conversation we engaged in a few years back, when he kept asking me all these questions about being gay, and how he just didn't understand it, and how I could like dating guys, and I don't know. Granted, he was but a young teenager at the time, but it's always sort of nagged at the back of my mind whenever I'm around him, and just makes things internally awkward for me. But I'm used to my family not fully accepting parts of me, whatever varying parts they may be, so I obviously pushed it aside.

Now since work was wanting people to come in early, talking about coming in at 2 instead of 4, I decided that I was going to go in, mainly because most of us had already eaten by this point and also because I wasn't even spending time with my various family members because ALL of them smoke, and I'm literally the only one that doesn't, and I just can't stand the stench that is cigarette smoke. So I was in my room, seeking refuge from the turmoil, and getting ready for work. By the time I left, I was sort of ready because it just sucks that I couldn't even spend time with anyone because they smoke. It's the crux of my life, I guess. Thanks I guess.

Work was hell. Living, breathing, palpitating hell. This is my fifth Black Friday at my particular place of employment, and my 8th in retail overall, and never in my life have I worked a Black Friday event that was less organized. I honestly can't even believe we raised our sales from the year previous simply because that's how abysmal the planning for event was. It was just simply non-existent. Purely make believe. Pure imagination by Gene Wilder as Willy Wonka. Literally. Such a flustered mess. I was pretty pinched the entire time standing in my queue line, but even before that, I got to hang out with Terry Risa and Pam Pam as we started blowing up the balloons for the event. It started out as me and Morgan Francesca, but she got busy helping set up. The ramen noodle exhibit was fun, but then we got split up to head to our queue lines, and it was a mess. The "map" that told customers and us where things were was not specific to items, like it was in years past, so everyone was pissed, especially the customers from hearing "I don't know" from us when they asked us where stuff was.

Plus we just stood there handing out TVs in our queue line, and that wasn't so bad. Then I rounded up Amber, Pam, and Teresa and we went around the store condensing pallets and making room for the forthcoming conversion back to normal store operations, and then they were all helping me get Toys straightened up, and I started to get overwhelmed. I was literally having a mental breakdown, and I couldn't comprehend anything anyone was saying. Then this customer asking about Pokémon stuff really tartared my sauce, and I was over it. Then after most people had left, Preston got fresh with me a little bit, and after working so long, I was like I'm not dealing with an attitude from anyone so I'm clocking out, so I did. I worked from 1:45pm to minutes before midnight. So I'd say I more than took my share of time helping. I was so fucking exhausted. I tried to stay up a little bit, and I did, but I was just so ready to wash the day away with my dreams. I ended up having a dream about Allen too haha. I had this dream that we were at this party, we came separate, but ended up finding each other. So we're talking and getting to know each other and things of that promising nature, and I said something to him, and before he could answer or say something back, I leaned and kissed him. And we kissed for a little bit and by the time we pulled apart, I either woke up or I don't remember what happened in the dream because that's all I remember haha. But it was a nice dream haha. I shared the dream with him, and he seemed to like that I was having this dream haha. Fun was had by all. Oh, and the title of this blog? Comes from my shitty puns haha. When we were blowing up the balloons, it kept making this God awful screeching sounds, and I mentioned that it sounded like a Velocirpator, and then I was like NO LIKE A HELIUM VELOCIRAPTOR. And thus, Helociraptor was born haha.

And I slept pretty decent after all that. And I literally didn't do shit on Friday haha. The only productive thing that I did on Friday was finish chapter seven in my second book! Obviously Ive already been planning and plotting for chapter eight but I'm just super excited that I finally finished it. And then I typed it up most Friday and Saturday, but I still haven't finished because of time. I'll be so glad when I have more time when the Taylor Swift boosts lock into place. As of now, I'm still in first place, so we'll see. Oh, and I binged the entire first, and only, season of The Mist on Netflix, which was so much better than the movie, oh my God. It was so fucking good. I'm a little pissed at what happened to the only LGBTQ+ character, but other than that, a solid fucking show. I wish there was another season, but alas, cancelled. I stayed up a little too late to finish all ten episodes, but you know ya girl just had to. I still fell sleep to That '70s Show, and right after my last blog, I started Season 6, so that's exciting haha.

Saturday was annoying in the fact that my grandma randomly told me that Joshie was sleeping over, because he had to work in the morning and couldn't be home for whatever raison d'être and that she only had the space for him to sleep in my room on the day bed. I know this shouldn't really bother me, but it did. Because of the reasons listed above, but also because I don't fully trust him to be alone in my room for the amount of time that would transpire between me leaving for work and him heading into work himself. It just didn't set well with me and I ended up lucking out that he preferred to sleep in the living room instead, so that was all good. But then I accompanied my grandma to Golden Corral where we were getting dinner for everybody, and I got so much Bourbon Street chicken, my God. That shit is so fucking good. I ate way too much over the course of the day, but what can you do. Then I ended up marathoning the second season of RuPaul's Drag Race. Literally until bed time when I turned on That '70s Show haha. Aside from the typing up of chapter seven, that's all I did, and it was lovely.

I slept sort of rocky, so waking up for work this morning wasn't the best. Plus since my coffee cup was left at work, and was thought to be thrown away like my metallic blue one, I didn't have coffee to help me. But work ended up being nice in the fact that I was given help for the seven pallets of unworked freight. Zachariah Malachi, from Stationary, was issued to help me, plus Skyler when he came in at 11, plus Walter, but Walter had a ton of bikes to build, so he ended up not. Him, Faith Rose, and I shared all our breaks together, save that of lunch where Zach was on the floor during most of our lunch, but still, so that was fun. Wendy and Amber, through Wendy telling me, found my YouTube page and watched some of my videos and thought I was hilarious, which I am, so that's great haha. Even Rob, who stopped by the store with Amber and the kids, said they and I were awesome. Much praise, swollen ego haha. So yeah, work wasn't too bad. I came home, did my boosts like I have been, I haven't missed a single day haha, and here we are. I'm gonna watch a little Drag Race before bed, and then it's back to bed with That '70s Show. Oh, and I ordered the snake keychain and the only available socks from Taylor's store. Because I'm a slut for those forthcoming tickets. OH! And our bonus is on this next check, with my overtime, so I should have enough for really good seats! COME THROUGH OUR LORD AND SAVIOR. I'm so thankful haha.

Combatting velociraptors with helium,

-- Jesse

Something's In The Air

| Now Playing: So It Goes... by Taylor Swift |

See you in the dark,
All eyes on me, your illusionist.
All eyes on us,
I make all your grey days clear and,
Cut me into pieces.
Gold cage, hostage to my feelings.
But I got your heart,
Skippin, skip-skippin' when I'm gone.

'Cause we, break down a little,
But when you get me alone, it's so simple.
'Cause baby, I know what you know,
We can feel it.

You did a number on me,
But honestly baby, who's counting?
I did a number on you,
But honestly baby, who's counting?
You did a number on me,
But honestly baby, who's counting?
Who's couting?
1..2...3...

And all our pieces fall,
Right into place.
Getting caught up in the moments,
Lipstick on your face.
So it goes...
I'm yours to keep,
And I'm yours to lose.
You know I'm not a bad girl but I,
Do bad things with you.
So it goes...

Come here, dressed in black now,
So, so, so, so it goes...
Scratches, down your back now,
So, so, so, so it goes..
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Say hello to Wednesday, because it's another blog of me not keeping up with the daily blogging haha. I mean honestly, that's basically what I'm known for at this point, so it really shouldn't be a shocker. Speaking of what I'm "known for", it's so crazy that I've gained so many new followers, and new subscribers and everything recently, it's just literally insane. I'd always imagined having people interested in what I put out and say, but I'd always hoped it would be because of my writing. Hopefully one day, that'll be the case, but until then, I'll take people loving my trash reactions on the internet haha. Anyway, on to the blog.

All of this starts on Sunday, because now that work is full blown about the holidays now, there are no such things has having weekends off. They're things of the past now, so I worked this past Sunday. Obviously, we were working with limited staff because most DM's worked on Saturday, so there weren't that many of us to begin with. Add to the fact that obviously, being over Toys, I have a lot of real estate to deal with, but then mix in the bitter taste of having to sort the Black Friday stuff outside all morning? It was just a mess. But the actual act itself of doing the Black Friday organization wasn't too bad. I had some people that I enjoyed being around at my side, so that was a plus. Also, DBL asked me what I truly thought of them, and a bitch didn't hold back haha. I'm honestly pretty shocked at how well they took it, because I mentioned everything from attitude to shrink meetings. I wasn't bashful, and it was filtered into actual effort, so I'm guessing it went well? I don't like having to break it down like that, but when you ask to be honest, I forgo the sugar.

I feel like it's also important to mention before I continue that my ear hasn't been bothering me since I got back from Nashville? I don't know if it's because of the altitude's we drove or whatever, but I haven't had an episode since we got back. It's truly bizarre. I mean, today and yesterday, I did have some slight irritations with it like, doing that scratchy closing thing, like I needed to pop my ear, but not the total loss and dislodge that I have been feeling. I don't know. I still really want to get it looked at after the holidays, especially before tour comes around. I wanna be able to full experience reputation live without the fear of my ear junking it up for me.

Back to the Sunday sitch. So when we were all outside and everything, it was pretty chill. Also, DBL wasn't telling me their middle name, and after like an hour of torture, I guessed it right, and I was so proud of myself for springing myself out of that hardship haha. After that, I was in the bins full-time, which has been a trend lately because of how much I have and I've been moving random stuff out of other bins just so my stuff is scanned in somewhere in the back room. It's just absolutely insanity.

I've gotten into it with April twice this week, I mean, I just can't help it. I can't really say much for the rest of the work week, excluding yesterday and today (Where we were in grocery and stuff) but yeah. I just can't handle getting unwarranted attitude that I don't deserve, I just don't handle that well. Sure, she apologized this morning, but honestly, how sincere is it when this is like the third or fourth time that she's had to apologized for taking her frustrations out on me? I'm just over it.com.uk.edu.k12. Just so unnecessary.

Okay, so yesterday, something was in the air, I swear to you. People were going off like never before and it was just a sigh to behold. The first two hours of work, I still can't even process, so much happened in those two hours that...okay. Let me start at the beginning. So this who handheld situation is just beyond. It's so far beyond, I can't even fathom it fully to be quite Pocahon. Dustin went off on Sarah about them, went belligerent, and got a talking to, I got into it with April over some breakpacks (that I purposefully stayed after to handle because I didn't want her help, especially after they didn't do my LOL ten buck prenote) and then Warden got so angry at an empty box that she literally went WWE on it and threw it across the back room. I am no kidding. All of this anger and hostility happened before anyone had been there for two hours, it was INSANE. I just think everyone is over it and with tensions high because of Black Friday, everything is just a mess. LunchCrew went to Pizza Den yesterday, which was bomb as always. It was just a crazy day, especially since I stayed after.

So then today, Lord Jesus above, Formerly of the Cross. So I came in pretty well rested, considering I got off late. More pallets of Toys, but what else is new? April gave me her "apology", and we were firstly pulled to grocery to do topstock. Go figure, Toys is really busy right now too, but none for Toys Coco. Anyway, Terry Risa and Faith Rose and I are down and aisle together, making good time, and fate steps in and Destiny drops a can of pasta sauce that shatters, and sprays a customer like right as he turned around to face her. It was literally just a wrong place, wrong time situation, but Destiny was pretty up in arms about it and worried that he was angry, but he took it pretty well. So we had that to deal with, and by that, I mean the clean up haha. Then we got called to AA in Frozen to "Go over" Black Friday, which was literally nothing, and then we finished up in Grocery and we finally got a break.

We all took separate lunches because today was just really insane. By the time I came back from lunch, we were called back over to grocery in order to feature to home, and it was just enough. So while I'm in the process of getting the baking aisle done, I get pulled with Matt to go outside to Davis and DBL to help with Black Friday stuff, just like we had done on Sunday. I was pretty pissed, because keep in mind, that before lunch, I was helping Seanathan Michael Preston out by covering Electronics because of a call out, and it was just madness. So yeah, I was a little upset. Then in the middle of that, I hear a call about mixing paint and since I'm apparently the only other DM that knows how to do it, I left to do that. Luckily Omari got it, but still. Then I decided I had well earned a break from getting pulled around so much, I found Teresa and we went. But then we get called, all DMs with register numbers, to go up front, so we only got about five minutes. And then we get up there, and the lines are fine. Dakota said we could leave, and Teresa and I went to the break room to go get a proper break. By this time, I go back outside to help with Black Friday, but it was just a waste of time and I finally went to leave. But then ended up helping customers at Site To Store that kept me over another thirty minutes, go figure.

They were talking about people coming in earlier than 4pm tomorrow, and I might do it, but who knows. I'm just so over the holidays, it's hard to actually enjoy them anymore. It's like they've been burned out of me like a harsh fever. I'm just really ready for some retail remedy. And yes, more Taylor in the NP. So It Goes... is probably my next fave, fuck it's so good.

Coughing from the retail smog in the air,

-- Jesse

Deactivation

| Now Playing: Don't Blame Me by Taylor Swift |

My name,
Is whatever you decide and.
I'm just gonna call you mine,
I'm insane but I'm your baby.
Echoes,
Of your name in my mind.
Halo hiding my obsession.
I once was poison ivy but,
Now I'm your daisy.

And baby, for you,
I would fall from grace,
Just to touch your face.
If you walk away,
I'd beg you on my knees to stay.

Don't blame me, love made me crazy
If it doesn't you ain't doing it right.
Lord save me, my drug is my baby
I'll be using for the rest of my life.
Don't blame me, love made me crazy
If it doesn't you ain't doing it right.
Oh Lord save me, my drug is my baby
I'll be using for the rest of my life.

I get so high,
Oh, every time your, every time you're loving me,
You're loving me.
Trip of my life,
Oh, every time you're, every time you're touching me,
You're touching me.
Every time you're, every time you're loving me.
Oh Lord save me, my drug is my baby
I'll be using for the rest of my life,
Using for the rest of my life.
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SHOCKER. There's a new Taylor Swift song in the NP haha. Anyone reading this should just assume that that's going to be the case until all 15 songs from reputation are featured haha. I legit haven't listened to anything else but reputation, so it's valid. And let's give three cheers for the return of normal blog days! It's currently Saturday night, and I haven't written, or I guess posted, a Saturday blog in two weeks, so welcome back, Saturday. You've been reactivated.

Okay, so let's get this show on the road. So, firstly, as we know, my rep video didn't post on my blog, because it wasn't to be so difficult. But assuming my phone will cooperate, I'll post them individually here, or at least the ones that I've posted on my YouTube channel. I just posted the one for Getaway Car about an hour ago, so that's how far I've gotten haha. Both End Game and Don't Blame Me got blocked, but not removed, so no one can view them, and it pisses me off. But so far, I Did Something Bad, Delicate, and So It Goes... are still up. So hopefully that doesn't change. But like I said, if Blogger will allow it, I'll attach them here for anyone (me) who wants to see it. And it won't, so there's that.

So Thursday, was a day haha. I came in to 11 pallets of freight, even after fitting three whole pallets in my bins the day before. It's just getting so out of hand. And even though I suggested it a month ago, I finally got the go ahead to deactivate the department. Thank God. Because I'm getting so much freight it's absolutely insane. So since I got the go ahead on that, I started doing that. Mary Ann was helping me, but both of us were getting pulled in so many directions, it was taking forever just to do the two aisles we finished. Then it was lunch time and LunchCrew got together and went to Mexican, which of course was amazing. Shout out to Destiny Faith Rose for paying for my broke ass. And then I came back, and was told their was a safety meeting, so I printed out the mods like suggested, so I could scan them during the meeting. But it got cancelled, so I stayed in personnel and kept scanning and deactivating things. And I was doing it until 6:30. SIX THIRTY. And then I had some things to do in the department, so I was there until 7. My overtime gonna be right.

And then I came home and was gearing up for the night's shows. GIRL, GREYS!?? The last ten seconds really fucked me up. AND HTGAWM I CAN'T. It's just so good. And, something I forgot to mention in my last blog, I started talking to a guy?? Who am I? Haha, but for real, I started talking to him on Grindr like as I was leaving for Nashville, either the day I left, I think, or close therein, but we've been talking like every day sense then. I think after I got back from Nashville I gave him my number and we've texted every single day since then, plus Snapchat. I don't know. I don't wanna get my hopes up because of what happened the last time I was in a relationship, but I really like him. He's just a really cool, sweet guy, that doesn't live in a different state, and I don't know. He's just a really great guy. We're trying to coordinate a date, since he asked me out on one, but a bitch is broke, so we're trying to work around that haha. Probably after Black Friday and all the work hysteria that's about to happen during the next week. So yeah, haha. There's that. Three cheers to Allen for just being a sweetheart.

So moving on, after I wrapped up with Seanathan Michael Preston about why I was staying late and everything else going on at work, I headed home. My grandma was spending the night with her friend Ann up in Christiansburg, so there was that. Nikki got home around the same time that I did and she brought home food from Montano's, which is always bomb as fuck, I still can taste that bomb ass potato soup, it's so good.

Friday was spent dragging because I didn't sleep well because of staying up to watch the shows, and because I had no coffee to full load my preparation for the day. But it was a good day. I was working on price changes and trying to get any of the 15 pallets of overstock in my bins. I got rid of one pallet, but yeah. That's a lot of overstock. LunchCrew went to Zaxby's, where we had a lot of laughs and it was a good time. Shout out to Terry Risa for also paying for my broke ass haha. I love my babes. I came home and posted the So It Goes... reaction video, then just continued to watch That '70s Show while I got ready to sleep. I'm still on Season 5. It's just as slow of a burn as Season 4 was haha.

Woke up this morning, and got to sleep in and get some really, really, good sleep for once, so that was much appreciated. Then I made a pot of coffee and got to working on finishing chapter seven of Book Two, and I finally got it finished! I'm so glad because it's been so long since I've been able to sit down and write and have that time, and today just proved to me that I can still write the same amazing way that I have been, even if it's been a little while since I've been able to churn out some high quality writing. So that's super awesome. Then I listened to reputation pretty much all day, made friends with Jess that's super popular on Tumblr with the Swiftie fandom, bonded, and she shared that she loves my videos! So crazy haha. I Did Something Bad has 17K views!? WHAT THE FUCK. And Perez Hilton, who I didn't know had an official Tumblr, liked my Getaway Car video haha. I don't like him, AT ALL, but that was just freaking hilarious.

So that's how I've spent my day haha. I tried typing up chapter seven, but I was tapped out, I guess. But I did make this video of me singing along to Dancing With Our Hands Tied, so here's that to enjoy.

I'm literally a mess. But what have we come to expect? The fact that I will forever and always be Taylor Swift trash haha.

Deactivating on being inactive,

-- Jesse